Alice Lidell was the inspiration for Alice in Wonderland. Was there something sinister about the relationship between Lewis Carroll and this little girl? Was Lewis Carroll’s obsession with children innocent or evil?
Charles Lutwidge Dodgson, better known as his pen name Lewis Carroll, had a real Alice in his life, the daughter of the Dean of Christ Church, Oxford, Alice Liddell, where Dodgson lived and worked as a lecturer in mathematics and church deacon.
Charles was a tall, attractive man. Popular myth has it that he was shy and socially awkward, but in reality, he traveled in wide social circles. He did have a pronounced stammer that some people said didn’t present itself if he was speaking with children. The fact they he enjoyed the company of children and had many child companions, mostly little girls, was well known.
Alice Liddell as a Beggar Girl, age 7, taken by Charles Dodgson
His relationship with Alice and her closest siblings in age Lorina, who was three years older, and Edith, who was two years younger, began soon after the Liddell family moved into the deanery. Dodgson lived next door and could observe the girls play in the garden through a window. He often asked that the girls visit. Being a gifted amateur photographer when the art form was still quite new, he frequently requested permission to photograph them.
Mrs. Liddell was not as big of a fan of Charles Dodgson as her children were and were quite chilly to him. As early as 1856, which was the same year the family took up residence at the deanery, she asked him to stop taking photos of them. Due to her frostiness, Dodgson kept away until the Dean and Mrs. Liddell took a vacation without the girls and he took the opportunity to ingratiate himself with the nanny, Mrs. Prickett. He was again seeing the girls frequently and rumors began to stir about an affair between the Reverend Dodgson and the governess. According to Dodgson’s diaries, there was nothing to this.
In 1862, on a rowing trip on The Isis with the Liddell girls and a colleague, Rev. Duckworth, Alice, age 10 at the time, asked Dodgson to entertain them with a story, something he often did. The result was Alice in Wonderland, or rather the first draft. Alice was so delighted with “her story” she begged Dodgson to write it down, something he did in the coming months.
Alice Liddel and Charles Dodgson Kissing
Soon after, however, Dodgson suffered a falling out with the Liddells in June of 1963. He was never to visit the girls again. Rumors circulated at the time that it was over college politics or that the parents of the little girls thought he was using their friendship to court the governess. Darker whispers centered on Mrs. Liddell becoming suspicious of a single man in his 30s being so focused on young children and all the horrible things that elude to. What happened that was the final breaking point? Much of the scandal in the years following owed not to any evidence, but the disturbingly convenient lack of it.
Upon the sudden death of the man the world knew as Lewis Carroll from pneumonia, the Dodgson family became heirs of what probably seemed to them mountains of personal papers. Much of it they discarded but they kept his diaries. His journals stayed in the family until they were given to the British Museum in 1969. Scholars who were hoping to find out more about Dodgson’s time with Alice were going to be disappointed- the years of companionship he spent with the Liddell children were missing.
From April 18, 1858, to May 8, 1862, has disappeared, most likely destroyed by someone in the Dodgson family. Also damning, is the fact that key pages from his other diaries, most notably June 27-29, 1963 which would cover the cause of the final break with the Liddell family. Although a huge supply of letters between Charles Dodgson and his other childhood friends survive, not one letter between him and his Alice has ever been found. There was something to hide.
Through the years, what may have occurred has been nothing but speculation. The idea that there was anything sinister or unseemly about the relationship between famous Lewis Carroll and his muse Alice Liddell seemed a bit unfair since Charles Dodgson was not alive to defend himself. The fans of Alice in Wonderland and Through the Looking Glass did not want to hear wild gossip about the author of such beloved whimsical children’s literature. Then the “lost” photos surfaced.
These photographs were all of the young girls and many were nude. Their poses were often contrived to be sultry or alluring, more mature than you would expect portraits of children to be. Many critics have jumped to Charles Dodgson’s defense saying that times were different then and the image of a nude child was nothing but innocence. There was certainly nothing immoral in their nature, they contend. We may never know Dodgson’s motivation for his photography, but if someone today would be found with photos of their friend’s children posed nude, it would be considered inappropriate at best and more like illegal.
Evelyn Hatch, photographed by Charles Dodgson, colored by Anne Lydia Bond
It appears that whatever was between Lewis Carroll and the real Alice in Wonderland is lost to history. Alice Hargreaves, which was Alice’s married name, never alluded to what prompted her family to break off contact with Charles Dodgson. Her mother went so far as to forbid her father’s biographer from even mentioning Charles Dodgson’s name. Perhaps the very secrecy of all involved has put an evil spin on something quite mundane, and the photos of innocent children are just that- innocent.